To Lay Oppa,
Wahhhhhh. Finally, it's summer! I've been suffering from too much heat.
Uhmmm, I don't really think I could call you Oppa but since I don't know anything about your language, can I call you Oppa? I won't call you Lay alone, I'll really feel bad about it.
Don't worry! I'm really doing my best to study Mandarin! Learning different languages is cool you know! Hehehe! I really want to be an interpreter someday, if I won't be a writer. I want to study different languages and culture.
I want to listen to everyone and hear their hearts.
It's either to hurt myself, or to help people.
To hurt myself because if I get to know what their heart says and their scars and hardships, no matter how I really want to help, I can't if I can't.
Not being to help others really hurts my heart.
But I think I'm being selfish, too because I want to help everyone!
I only want myself to help them! Hehehe. Sorry.
If possible, I really want to be fluent in all languages! For being my inspiration to learn Mandarin, I'm really thankful!
I watched a Japanese drama today. Japanese accent is actually different from Korean and when I tried to speak some Korean sentences, I accidentally said "Mianhae, Otousan~" Hehehehe.
Ahh, I'm really sorry because I don't know anything about Mandarin yet.
I only know your lines from EXO songs.
HAAAAA~ Your voice is heaven!
I'm sorry! I forgot to ask how have you been? It's almost 3 months since your concert here in our country. January 19 was indeed the best day of my life!
Finally, I've proven to myself that Lay oppa and EXO oppa really do exist. Mihehehe.
But you know what? I really felt bad that time.
You were just right in front of me, and I've waited for that very moment, but I couldn't do anything.
I felt my heart shattered into pieces. T.T
The next time you come here, I hope I could give you a hug and a simple letter that comes from the heart.
EXO is almost one year! Congratulations!
How are you? Have you caught colds? I hope you're doing really good! And other EXO oppas as well!
I hope the war between North Korea and South Korea will be over, as soon as possible!
Ahhh, also, please take care of SNSD for me! Hehehehe.
You know what's my other dream?
It is to re-unite North Korea and South Korea, though I don't know how you'd feel about it. Hehehe.
When I was a bit younger, haaaa, suddenly, I felt that there's connection between me and KOREA.
It's weird right? Hehehehe.
But honestly, I really hope world peace would exist! Not just in North Korea and South Korea.
And I seriously don't know why I am telling these things to you.
Anyways, I hope you'll continue reading.
Lay oppa, I have a problem. Huhuhu. :((
Honestly, at first, I didn't like EXO, just because I don't like it. Heheheh.
But time came that I fell for Lay oppa's charm and kindness.
And EXO's charisma. Not just appearance, but also personality.
Seriously, when you performed HAWAK KAMAY, legit tears fell from my eyes! T.T
And when you sang Angel too. It felt heaven. I just wanted to hug you and cry that time.
I actually find it cute when my friends and I argue about our bias, telling "Hey he's mine!" and stuff.
But I always feel troubled because I have a friend who also likes you.
She's very vocal about it and I feel bad because I always think I'm betraying her. Hehehe.
She knows that I like you, too and sometimes we jokingly argue about it.
It's just so weird.
Everyone knows my friends like you.
But I think the only one who acknowledges me as someone who likes/loves Lay oppa is no other than myself.
I can't say this is not just a fangirling love for her bias, but actually, because of Lay oppa, I realized a lot of things. I've gotten more mature than yesterday and as I continue spazzing about you and the others, I'm getting more mature, everyday. I've decided to keep my Lay-feels all to myself.
I know it's boring not to spazz with friends but sometimes, it's better if you're just alone.
Well, maybe.
Before, I just call it a one-sided love if I'm the only one who knows I like a certain idol. Hehehe.
But because of Lay oppa, I realized that I don't really have to tell the world I'm inlove or what.
Ha, it's not just about fangirling, you know. I'm saying it, like for real?
I've learned a lot. HEHEHEHE. I'm being too corny now.
Before I end this letter, I want to say 3 more things.
1. Please do take care! You know that it's too dangerous, especially for you! Be careful, and always remember that EXOTICS are here to support you and love you and care for you! (Of course, I'm here.)
2. Life is so hard. Not just yours, not just mine, but every person's life. Don't feel alone!
3. 请你告诉我 如果这样就是
It's been a long day! Wherever you are, please don't forget that someone is caring for you so dearly, and loving you in her own way. No matter how hard I contain my spazzing feelings every time I see you perform, I will always be here supporting you and EXO oppa!
I know that someday I won't like Kpop anymore, but I will always be thankful to someone like Lay oppa who had encouraged and inspired me to do better!
I might change my bias as well, but someone like Lay oppa will always have a special spot in my heart.
For now, I hope my friend lets me like you, too although I'm already into you!
Please know I exist! HEHEHE!
PS: Please know my friend exists, too! She's really into you oppa! We both love you! Lay oppa, hwaiting! <333333
EXO OPPA, HWAITING!
Love,
Me. <33333
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